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Not Much Later Left
04:18
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I rely on the advice
Of all the poets who write their way through my life
They dictate to me the way I should live
Stops me regretting the things that I did
But I’m still not him
I guess that I could maybe try
Try a challenge to throw it back at them
I know that soon there’ll be rivers of tunes
Waiting for someone to reach in and grab one
I’ll see love later but for now there’s not much later left
If I crash, refresh me and the feeling can be kept
So close your eyes and listen to the world that’s around you
Listen as the catch releases on the thoughts that bound you
You see, think logically
And the answers find their way to your mind
Give yourself leave to take what you need
Cause if you don’t then you’ll overheat
Just like me
The clouds may drift and the waves may pass
But the consistency will help you relax
Climb the trees to feel the breeze
And the glow of the sun upon your backs
I’ll see love later but for now there’s not much true love left
If I crash, refresh me but the feeling won’t be kept
So close your eyes and listen to the prison cell around you
Listen as the catch releases on the cuffs that bound you
Take one step back before you go all the way away
I don’t know if I’ll remember you when the imprint fades
I’m not the man that I always set out to be
He’s out of sight, out of mind, and out of reach for me
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2. |
The Canopy (Part Two)
03:43
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Life hands you lessons
And hopefully you get chance to grow
I was always taught to be self sufficient
But I’m too set in my ways to let go
Guess what? This is not easy
So what? She is already having fun
I’ll be gone before the sun
I will be there if she falls
But what have I got to repay her for?
I’m not number one anymore
I’ve waited so long
For a new song to come my way
This block has helped me through
I’m almost glad it ended cause something new is in my mind these days
Guess what? I’m making changes
And so what? I’m not to blame for what’s done
Now it’s my turn to have fun
So I won’t write any more poetry
About what there might or might not have been
Between her and me
Where do I turn round
And scream at the top of my lungs
That the most painful sound
Is ‘I love you’ when you’re too young
To understand what you’re saying
This music is playing too loud
Let me out, let me out
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3. |
Catch 22
03:34
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I saw a ghost on the wall
And I saw a crow fly through my room
It was flying towards you
And I cried out for it to stop
But it flew straight into our heart
And tore our innocence apart
Is this fate in human form
Working up the storm
That will take us from Kansas, Mr Oz?
Can’t you click your heels
To wish us back to the home that’s real
And give us back our love like it was?
Before jealousy corrupted me
And amplified my sensitivity to your actions
Why would you wanna hurt me?
You love me, of that I’m sure
But I’m scared that like before
A promise will mean nothing once more
Is this fate in human form
Working up the storm
That will take us from Kansas, Mr Oz?
Can’t you click your heels
To wish us back to the home that’s real
And give us back our love like it was?
I remember how we used to be
Innocent as we could believe
The sky is the limit if we try
We’re only a teardrop away
Until every single day
Becomes a reason for you to cry
Is this fate in human form
Working up the storm
That will take us from Kansas, Mr Oz?
Can’t you click your heels
To wish us back to the home that’s real
And give us back our love like it was?
So the ghost and the crow drift away
My hand slips into yours once again
So the ghost and the crow drift away
My hand slips into yours once again
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4. |
Sometimes
02:56
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Sometimes I care a little too much
I’m out of touch with the right way to react
If there’s something I’m passionate about
Then I defend myself as a matter of fact
And that’s exactly where I go wrong
Always taking things too strongly
And when the day turns into night, my friend
I’ll end up lonely again
My chequered heart broke into two
And all the pieces flooded onto my bed
How do you recover what you need to?
Without a decent needle and thread
If only it was that easy to renew
Everything about me that I lost as I grew
All the stories I held so close to me
Are now just wasted memories
I don’t know if I’ll stay tangled
In this mess that I can’t handle
It seems I will have to gamble
And sign my heart away to someone else’s sleeve
With this zigzag nature
Can I put myself in danger?
Once again, I look to strangers
But I don’t know who I should believe
Is this the real me?
Sometimes I care a little too much
I’m out of touch with the right way to get myself back.
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5. |
One Way Mirror
05:01
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You’re the one who was the dullest of the crystals
You’re the cloud without a silver lining
You’re the match that’s spark has been disabled
You’re the cold room that the sun doesn’t shine in
You’re like a blunt pencil; there’s no point to you at all
I’m not gonna smile in passing
You’re just another teenage has-been
A memory left on the road
The echoes of the happy songs
Show that lyrics are sometimes wrong
And feelings that take no time to grow, take so long to go
In the puddles after rainfall
Is there a one way mirror to a future me?
Do they reflect who I am at all?
Or are they just water with the dirt beneath?
Detach yourself from the meaning
Don’t think about the shit you’ve been in
Just think clearly, you are nearly there
Nearly there
I’m not gonna smile in passing
It can only lead to crashing
A lifetime left behind
I don’t want to have known you
Cause all you put me through
Wasn’t worth the time
It’s a big place, when you’re walking on the face of the Earth
Where the best part of your life is at your birth
Find the one you love and hold onto them
Don’t write your life down with a pen
Or you’ll never come back again
I’ve read so many stories
About goodbyes and “I’m sorry”s
But this is not another one of them
Listen here, and listen good
I’m moving on like I said I would
Because I won’t write till my heart breaks again
I don’t want you in my head
I’d rather leave instead
This is what happens when you keep your thoughts intact
End up just facing the facts, just like that
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Phill Vidler London, UK
With a melodic storytelling style matched with evocative lyricism, Phill Vidler paints a dense canvas that is easy to lose yourself in. Phill is a prolific force of creativity and uses a growing inventory of equipment to evolve his sound.
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